Posted in Beauty, Inspiration, Lyrics, Miracles, Musings

Ordinary miracles

I adore flowers.

My neighbours must think me mad because, of an evening, I will be spotted just standing outside our house looking at the flowers growing. I occasionally prune and dead-head but, mostly, I am just looking in awe. They blow my mind. How do they come to be?

They’re just too miraculous to be uncreated.

I’ve written about this before but it doesn’t matter. For me, flowers (like babies) are an every day reminder of miracles. I will never cease to be amazed by the fact that a seed grows into a plant which suddenly, one day, bursts forth with the most insanely beautiful flowers. Colours. Petals. Scents.

They are truly perfect!

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My sons were watching the film of ‘Charlotte’s Web’ this week – one of my favourite children’s books – and the film ends with the most beautiful song called ‘Ordinary Miracles’ by Sarah McLachlan. If you get a moment, have a listen.

It’s not that unusual
When everything is beautiful
It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

The sky knows when it’s time to snow
Don’t need to teach a seed to grow
It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

Life is like a gift, they say
Wrapped up for you everyday
Open up, and find a way
To give some of your own

Isn’t it remarkable?
Like everytime a raindrop falls
It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

The birds in Winter have their fling
And always make it home by Spring
It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

When you wake up everyday
Please don’t throw your dreams away
Hold them close to your heart
‘Cause we are all a part

Of the ordinary miracle

Do you want to see a miracle

It seems so exceptional
That things work out after all
It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

The sun comes out and shines so bright
And disappears again at night
It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

It’s just another
Ordinary miracle today

Posted in Belief, Christianity, Church, Inspiration, Lyrics, Musings, The Salvation Army, Words

Making it simple

Sometimes we have a little moment of inspiration. I had one several years ago during an RE lesson that I was teaching – having heard about it, I was asked to share it at church this morning…and then it was suggested that I should write it down and share it more widely…so I am.

As always, I blog so that only those who wish to engage with such things end up doing so. If this is not for you, no problem! Stop here!

So, it is in the RE syllabus for the year that I teach to learn about ‘The Trinity’. It’s tricky! I always start by explaining that it is simply about explaining how God can be expressed in three different forms – God the Father, Jesus the man/son and The Holy Spirit.

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I always start by using myself as an analogy – at school I’m “Mrs L”, at home I’m “Mummy” or “Darling” (and sometimes “Grrrr”). I’m also “sister”, “friend” and I used to be “daughter” and “grand-daughter”. I am different representations of myself in different circumstances but I am still always me. One person.

The kids tend to have no issue with this, they can identify with it and so they get it.

Then I talk about communication. Sometimes you might speak to me person to person when I am physically there in body. Sometimes my voice can be heard over the telephone even though I cannot be physically seen or touched. Sometimes I can speak to you in unexpected moments when the memory or thought of a conversation runs through your mind. I can be there in body, voice or thought.

At this point the children usually mutter such sounds as “Oh yeah, I get that!” But always, without fail, some child will put up their hand and say “But I still don’t get the Holy Spirit thing!” (Smile to self because I am now prepared for this!)

My answer is vanilla!

We start with the bean or pod:

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It is quite ordinary to look at. It looks like a sort of worn-out skin. It is physical: I can touch it, hold it, look at it, cut it, break it. It is like the representation of Jesus in the Trinity. He was physically present to his disciples during the times that we read about in the New Testament. He had a human body and fully experienced humanity. The pod gives off the fragrance and the essence of vanilla.

Inside are the teeny, tiny little vanilla seeds:

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That part of the vanilla which holds an every day miracle for me. That tiny little black seed can, if placed in the right conditions, grow from a tiny little black speck into something new and flourishing. I’ll never understand how that happens! I’ll never understand how that is possible, how any seed bursts forth with life but I know that it does because I experience it year on year. I’ve even experienced it within my own body! That’s seriously creative and to me it’s a miracle because my definition of miracle is something that even though Science might be able to explain it, still holds that extra something wonderful that my little brain cannot fully grasp. For me, the seeds are like God the Father – miraculous, inexplicable, creative, living and life-giving. They give off the fragrance and the essence of vanilla.

Then the tricky bit…

Even when you don’t actually have the pod or the seeds to hand you are still left with the fragrance and the ‘Essence’ of vanilla. That part which is sensory: it is pungent but sweet, strong but subtle, fragrant, tasty and aromatic. It is the effect of the vanilla pod in practice. When it touches things they carry some of that fragrance. It affects the senses.

At church I passed around a small bowl of vanilla essence and invited people to dip their fingers in. Suddenly the room was filled with the fragrance. Furthermore, now each of us carried the fragrance, it was activated. It was almost like a form of communion.

I suggested that as we continue with our day we will be reminded of it by the waft of our hands. I noted that it would be passed on as we touch other people, that other people would notice the fragrance and that we might even pass it on and leave it in unexpected places for other people to meet with it – like on door handles.

That’s how I understand the Holy Spirit. It touches me with its essence, I note its fragrance and sometimes it is passed on to others.

Len Ballantine in The Salvation Army wrote these lyrics:

“Funny how it never quite made sense before. I knew it in my head but not my heart. Didn’t grow, I didn’t know your mind was meant for me. But now I see, you’re alive in me!

You’re closer than the mountains that the ancients gazed upon. You’re closer than the air I breathe, much closer than a song, not out there, somewhere, out of reach and out of sight, you’re right here, right now, closer than my life!

If that is true no wonder you can feel what I can feel. No wonder you are grieved by me when sin takes hold of me, for sin snuffs out the Holy light that you burn for me.”

This morning, the adults smelt of vanilla whilst the children ate vanilla ice-cream.

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I don’t understand this well enough, that’s for sure, but there lies a simple explanation to help us in our ponderings of the Trinity…and I just hope it helps!

 

 

Posted in Belief, Christianity, Church, Inspiration, Lyrics, Music, Philosophy, Tenth Avenue North, Words

Inspiration

So, in my last posting I mentioned that I would return to ‘Tenth Avenue North’, my favourite band. For anyone who is interested in finding out more for yourself, their website is http://www.tenthavenuenorth.com. Fancy that!

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It’s a Christian band headed up by a frankly amazing guy called Mike Donehey. Mike is not only a gifted singer/songwriter, he is also the most inspired lyricist. On the webpage he adds short video journals in which he does what I am maybe attempting to do on here; sharing and exploring ideas (except that he does it superbly!) His videos have caused me to do more real, deep thinking about my life and beliefs than anything has ever done before. He’s honest and brave in what he addresses and what he wishes to say. He is a properly gifted communicator.

His story of how he came to do what he does is fascinating.

I particularly love the fact that he recognises the need to ensure that he does not become the star of the show, something which many well-known ‘ministers’ slowly lose sight of!

I have come to realise that music is key to my faith. I very much miss being involved in the musical part of worship. I need to find a choir because I miss it SO very much. When I cannot access the emotional, when I cannot access the heart of my faith or the depths of my soul, music will always get me there!

I am a musician, or maybe I should really say that I was, because I don’t get much chance anymore. I used to love to tinkle away on the piano (as long as no one else was listening), but mostly I have often contacted my soul through song.

Being raised in The Salvation Army from birth means that I cannot remember a time in my life when I didn’t sing. In fact, one of my earliest memories is of sitting astride my mother’s lap, at the back of the army hall, with my cheek nestled against the serge of her tunic listening to the thoracic vibrations of her singing. The sounds rising from deep within her soul. So comforting.

I am aware that there is an enormous amount of singing in our house…and car. Our boys have sung since they could babble, and we to them. We listen to lots of music but we often listen (and sing along with) Tenth Avenue North in the car. I delight in hearing my 4 and 7 year old singing (as they did when they were 2 and 4) “Oh, Father won’t you forgive them, they don’t know what they are doing!” at full volume. “This is where the healing begins. When you come to where you’re broken within, the light meets the dark!”…and so on.

It’s a great coincidence that I had already planned on blogging about this topic when a childhood friend wrote a comment yesterday reminding me of a song that I had sung with love and feeling as a child. I reflected on the words and listened to it being sung on YouTube and the tears rolled. I realised, as I have done of late, that singing such songs is vitally important to the Christian walk. There is method in the teaching of song to children – the lyrics stick. Through them we learn to count, to rhyme, the alphabet….to support our journey in faith.

In tough times I automatically find myself singing myself through. In addition to Tenth Avenue North, there have been so many songs that sustained me during the last year – “Let the morning bring word of your unfailing”, “You’ve loved me back into your arms, time and time again”, “Steal away to Jesus”…so many, I cannot even begin…

Some of the amazing words that Mike has written are; “Sparks will fly as grace collides with the dark inside of us; so please don’t fight this coming ride. Let his blood come cover us”

“I’ll be by your side whenever you fall, in the dead of night, whenever you call me, please don’t fight these hands that are holding you.”

“I want to know who you are, even if you’re falling apart. Reach in and touch your scars and all the shame you’ve kept in your heart. ‘Cause it’s not enough just to say that you’re ok. I need your hurt, I need your pain, it’s not love any other way.”

“We think that pain’s owed apologies and then it will stop. Truth be told, it doesn’t matter if they’re sorry or not. Freedom comes when we surrender to the sound of mercy and your grace, Father, send your angels down.”

I could go on and on and on….

The childhood song that my friend reminded me of this week was one that I played in the car with my children yesterday. My eldest son listened and at the end said, “Mumma will you teach me that song please?”

I will teach him that song! I hope that he has all of the lyrics that we share together etched across his heart and that they will sustain him as he walks through this turbulent life.

Never underestimate the power of music.

“Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent”
― Victor Hugo